Tuesday, June 30, 2026

New Beginnings Involve Hope


I have not written in this blog for awhile.  This was a vegan cooking blog for non-cooks like me. The original name of this blog was the perfect disaster and I have decided to return to that title as I feel it represents my life -  a disaster peppered with many blessings, hope, and a higher purpose.  

I very rarely post about this online, but the truth is I have been chronically ill for almost 14 years. I now know the original cause is from black mold and a broken furnace vent blowing exhaust into my home. There are many other factors that have played a part, which I will mention later.

You may see me going on many adventures and going out dancing. I may suffer daily but I do not let that stop me. Working full time and choosing to hike may mean my house is a mess. Cleaning my house to the level that I truly want means not having any other energy left.

The purpose of this blog is NOT to focus on the illness that is currently hanging around, nor to get sympathy. My hope is that through trying different aspects of healing, perhaps I can help others too.  I do believe I can completely recover. 

I also want to highlight the dangers of mold, which is often dismissed in western medicine. (However more and more scientific evidence is available now) Through  lack of knowledge, I made MANY mistakes in dealing with the mold in my house. I have paid a high price for those mistakes, with my body and my finances.

This blog will explore many areas including nutrition, natural wellness, healing from toxins, emotional and spiritual wellness, and of course, the dangers of mold.

I am now on a wellness journey as western medicine has not been able to help me with most of my illness. Some doctors do not believe in mold illness, many have told me that it is now known in the medical filed that mold makes you sick, but no one knows what to do about it. Apart from my biologic injection for eosinophilic asthma and sinusitis (Nucala) which literally saved my life, I am still suffering many ailments. My hope is that through trying different aspects of healing, perhaps I can help others too.

I had two other mold exposures at work due to several roof leaks during construction. The mold at work was found and remediated a week before the pandemic. My lungs greatly improved for a few weeks during lockdown.  Then things got significantly worse. In my initial fear of the pandemic, I used bleach to clean my kitchen.  I got so bad that I could barely breathe, or walk,  and my non-stop cough returned with a vengeance.  While I know the bleach was very unwise and played some part, my respirologist strongly suspects I might have had the original 2020 version of Covid. We will never truly know as I was too afraid to go to the hospital and steroids at home kept me alive. (Not an exaggeration, I was not even strong enough to walk up my stairs, I had to crawl)

I also had a bad reaction to the covid vaccine.  Many toxins, compiled with previous trauma, stress, a huge amount of antibiotics as a child, all played a part I am sure.

I made so many mistakes in getting rid of the mold in my house and have learned so much that I hope I can save others from what happened to me (and to my pets that all became ill from the mold and furnace vent).

First things first.  If you suspect mold, please hire a professional and read reviews.  I strongly recommend you look up We Inspect: https://yesweinspect.com/

They are not in Canada but they give out SO much information on how to remediate the right way and what companies do wrong in mold testing and remediation. They also interview many upcoming experts in the field. You can follow them on Instagram @moldfinders. 

There were major mistakes that have kept me ill for years. The first company who removed the mold found my furnace pipe broken and blowing exhaust and moisture, but they refused to remove my ceiling or take down any walls.  I hired a contracting company who gutted my basement but left the debris in my garage for a week or so.  I did not know this, but mold spreads!  Only last summer did I find there was a huge amount of black mold in my garage shelves. These shelves were built by the previous owner and extremely high up where the mold was not visible. A lot of time was spent last summer ripping out shelves and cleaning and throwing out most of what was in my garage. Please never store anything moldy in your garage. Nothing is worth being sick. Throw it out.

The second mistake was not really inspecting when a contractor gutted my basement and put up new insulation.  Just this Christmas break, I realized that I was so much more angry and confused in my basement.  My intuition said to rip out the insulation. I looked on Home Stars to find someone reputable.

Upon inspection, he immediately found a gap between my pipes that was letting in moisture. When he came to do the job and fix the gap, he found a significant amount of black mold and a a few dead creatures, sadly.

It was removed and it was treated. I followed @moldfinders advice to get things done correctly. 

This will be a discovery journey of healing.  This blog will not be doom and gloom, I promise! Many things I am trying are for healing all types of diseases. I am making no claims to be an expert and view many things with skepticism as there is pseudoscience in abundance on the internet. Also, much of western medicine is also harmful; no drug is without consequence. My health is improving and I am determined to keep going.